I THINK ABOUT.........

Today is another one of those days where, I feel like blogging, I open up the posting page, align my fingers onto the keyboard, and start thinking what can I blog about?
The thought starts with movie reviews - because I would then have something solid to write about with using much of my brain, but decided not to do so since there are enough well publicized websites giving out better reviews than mine. Then I think, may be I should upload the new song I listened to yesterday - although unnecessary, I feel the guilt of copyrights. Then I feel like adding a cartoon of Calvin and Hobbes I saw yesterday - but I don't want people to visit Calvin, I want them to visit me.

Then it dawned on me, that blogging is nothing but putting your thoughts into words. I had forgotten for a moment there that I also call my blog "The Mind's Eye"!
I think of this phase of life that I am going through now, which has given me so much time to think - and to think and retrospect what I am thinking, and conjure up ideas to keep myself busy. I think of this phase which has evolved as a result of some choices made earlier, and the circumstances which made me make those choices (that's equating the word 'choice' with 'irony'!!!)
I think about what I have gained, apart from what I have been calling 'experience'. I think about the profession I AM into, and the one I WAS into, and try to figure out the actual "Why" without much success.
And then, I think about all the people around me - the ones who are too lazy, yet are busy and the ones who like each other, yet there's something interesting (usually bad) to talk about an absent person.
I think about what I am doing everyday, "my daily routine" I call it, realizing how lazy I have been off late. (I should do something about it!)
I then try to think about my self. An Introspection this time. What have I become in all these years? Can I associate my life with success yet? Can I say I have achieved or am on track to achieve what I wanted? Can I even say that I know what I want in life?
This is precisely where, my thoughts give way to deeper thoughts, and more personal thoughts, which switch off the sensors on my fingers, and focus on my thoughts - And all I can say to myself is "Think, and see if you can answer all your thoughts and queries."

Is it an answer I want, or a solution? And I start thinking again.........